When I got sober my sponsor told
me that I had to be willing to change everything about my life -- everything. So,
I wore blue jeans and switched to slacks. I wore western shirts and switched to
T-shirts. But the one thing I just couldn't give up was my cowboy boots.
I went to my sponsor and said,
"Surely I won't get drunk over a silly pair of cowboy boots. I'm willing
to change a lot of things, and if needed I could even give up those boots, but
it seems so silly." My sponsor said, "I don't know how silly it is,
or if you'll get drunk over those cowboy boots, but I can tell that you are not
'entirely' willing, though."
"Okay, okay," I said.
"I'll prove it to you. I'll give up the boots for 30 days just to
demonstrate my willingness to God." So, I bought a pair of tennis shoes,
and after 30 days of not wearing my cowboy boots, wearing tennis shoes instead,
the strangest thing happened -- my feet stopped hurting.
That's how it was getting sober
and giving up the high life. I never stopped to think that the boots were
causing my feet to hurt, or the booze was causing my life to hurt. I got
willing to give up the stuff, one day at a time, for 30 days, then 60 days,
then 90 days ... and my life stopped hurting.
And every day I do something
different, some change in some small way. Maybe I just put my socks on
different, or drive to work a new way. Every day, I try to do Little Things in
a Big Way
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